1. It’s been awhile.

    Long enough for me to go to the hospital, get a little better, and relapse.

    I am still on the road to recovery though. Eventually. And unfortunately, that means I will not be posting on this blog anymore.

    Anyways, my new progress blog is www.healthymaggie.tumblr.com and my personal is www.relearning-to-live.tumblr.com. Feel free to follow.(:

    Love you all! Best wishes to all of you!!

    Stay strong!<333

     
  2. 00:50 19th Feb 2012

    Notes: 3538

    Reblogged from 43-kilos-deactivated20120420

    image: Download

     
  3. 00:48

    Notes: 653

    Reblogged from pouringcrimsonregretandbetrayal

    No one can make you recover. They can force you to get treatment, they can force you to gain weight. They cannot force you to recover. Only you can choose recovery for yourself.

    (Source: summergirl88)

     
  4. 01:30 18th Feb 2012

    Notes: 1820

    Reblogged from discoveringalexandria

    If you are 5’5” or shorter and a weight loss blog of any kind reblog please!

     
  5. 07:15 16th Feb 2012

    Notes: 4612

    Reblogged from the-painful-truth

     
  6. I go to my first Eating Disorder Clinic at Children’s today.

    I could pretend like it’s no big deal, but honestly, I am so, so scared. I don’t want to go to a treatment center.):

    Also, I am spending Valentine’s Day alone in a hospital being evaluated for over 3 hours. I think I have every right to be a complete mess today.

     
  7. 08:04 13th Feb 2012

    Notes: 1047

    Reblogged from wtfednos

    ana4life:

^could be me talking here.


I&#8217;m afraid I&#8217;m getting dangerously close to that point..

    ana4life:

    ^could be me talking here.

    I’m afraid I’m getting dangerously close to that point..

     
  8. New lowest weight!

    105.5! And I binged last night, which sucked, but still, I’m so excited! :D

     
  9. 08:04

    Notes: 71

    Reblogged from confessionsabouteatingdisorders

    41005) You know there’s a problem when you’re lying there; heart straining, hands shaking, body shivering, mind hazing; and you think to yourself that you need to stay awake because you feel you could die in your sleep. But then you try harder to do exactly that.

     
  10. 16:07 11th Feb 2012

    Notes: 2388

    Reblogged from 43-kilos-deactivated20120420

    image: Download

     
  11. 08:02 10th Feb 2012

    Notes: 22969

    Reblogged from 43-kilos-deactivated20120420

     
  12. 16:07 9th Feb 2012

    Notes: 17

    Reblogged from mybestfriendana0713

    mybestfriendana0713:

    Food is the enemy.

    Fat.

    You don’t need it.

    Anyone who tries to make you eat; also the enemy.

    They’re just jealous.

    You’re going to be skinny, and they’re not.

    You don’t need them.

    Stop eating.

    It’s gross.

    You look fat.

    Put it down.

    Go read a book.

    Go on a run.

    Take a shower.

    Still…

     
  13. 08:02

    Notes: 92

    Reblogged from perfectlyskinnybitch-old

    beckyyanalynn:

this picture is what i trying to do!!!! MOVE ON!!
a binge is just one binge. 

    beckyyanalynn:

    this picture is what i trying to do!!!! 
    MOVE ON!!

    a binge is just one binge. 

     
  14. 16:08 8th Feb 2012

    Notes: 1312

    Reblogged from proto-plasm

    otakukimmy:



Why do I always feel so ... invisible?
     
  15. 08:02

    Notes: 2093

    Reblogged from wtfednos